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                <title>sighcology</title>
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                <description><![CDATA[on the surface, it looks like we’re just having a conversation but the expressions on his face show he’s actually trying to compare himself to me. he began by asking me a simple question: “what’s your -ology?” i’ve never heard of that type of question so he explained it more:]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 May 2026 01:19:33 +0000</pubDate>
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                <title>IOU a Coke Slurpee</title>
                <link>https://anthonywritin.pckt.blog/iou-a-coke-slurpee-tze0qge</link>
                <description><![CDATA[https://open.spotify.com/track/3KRdLDjxlAY7ku93tOG0b1 actually, i have a specific reason why i remember you and i don&#039;t think i&#039;ve ever told anyone about you honestly. it’s not like out of a bad thing or something, as far as i remember we’ve left on good terms. maybe even naturally if you can call it that. it was only until recently that i thought about you, mostly because i have to not only think of material to write about, but try to cram in as much material as i can to make up for the amount ...]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 May 2026 01:19:12 +0000</pubDate>
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                <title>pillar of truth</title>
                <link>https://anthonywritin.pckt.blog/pillar-of-truth-hsy7t4e</link>
                <description><![CDATA[https://open.spotify.com/track/2Ejb82CnEY9OCuae9hcC9L i got the call this morning. or in fact, i made the call this morning. my parents texted me early in the morning that i should give them a call. i could already tell the vibe of the call by the time I clicked on my mother’s contact. my hands shook a little bit, but i knew i had to do it. i could already feel the news down my spine. my parents flew back from their international trip. at first it was a cousin who killed himself last night, but ...]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 May 2026 01:18:36 +0000</pubDate>
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                <title>the gayborhood</title>
                <link>https://anthonywritin.pckt.blog/the-gayborhood-wutd64p</link>
                <description><![CDATA[last time i was there i picked up a package at the UPS and the guy behind the register seemed to be flirting with me i think. he said i lost a lot of weight compared to my ID photo and must be hitting the gym and he wants my secrets. i said it’s because of my ozempic prescription (i’m not the best at flirting) i felt so out of place. granted, as someone who quite literally hung around stonewall in NYC and somehow stumbled upon it multiple times when just casually walking around and felt fine the...]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 May 2026 01:18:03 +0000</pubDate>
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                <title>lost time</title>
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                <description><![CDATA[i remember standing on my balcony of my new apartment. it was my first ever apartment and i shared it with 3 other guys. i stood there, phone in hand, typing away on my notes app. not an apology note, but a pros and cons list. i was at a major decision point and one that’d follow me for the rest of my life. and that i’d regret for the rest of my life. i wanted to move. i didn’t truly know anyone in this town and its the same one i grew up in. i wanted to move to somewhere i knew i had someone cl...]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 May 2026 01:17:34 +0000</pubDate>
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                <title>the laundromat</title>
                <link>https://anthonywritin.pckt.blog/the-laundromat-92a7s7z</link>
                <description><![CDATA[if it makes you feel any better, years later i still don&#039;t know how much time and coins I should put for the dryer. the high temperature for my clothes scared me just as much as it did for you. i miss times like that. just. i don&#039;t know. mindless things. mindless tasks. it&#039;s us sitting in chairs side by side as you scroll through your tiktoks and you going anthony, look! let&#039;s go!! and telling me all of the things on your mind. your mind was full of so many things. taxes. the way your laptop mak...]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 May 2026 01:17:09 +0000</pubDate>
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                <title>oranges</title>
                <link>https://anthonywritin.pckt.blog/oranges-uyz2g9n</link>
                <description><![CDATA[i wonder what you&#039;re up to from time to time. sometimes when i see little things i just immediately think of you. i&#039;ll be pushing a cart down a grocery aisle and see your favorite fruit (oranges) or your favorite cereal and i just don’t know what to do. sometimes i wish i could just peek inside your head, look through things like a filing cabinet until i could find the thick file you have on me. it would be full of polaroids we took from that camera i think you stole from your brother, or maybe ...]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 May 2026 01:16:54 +0000</pubDate>
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                <title>christmas</title>
                <link>https://anthonywritin.pckt.blog/christmas-tze4qge</link>
                <description><![CDATA[i miss christmas. my parents don’t even put up the tree anymore, it’s stored in the closet - the one you walk past when you immediately walk through the door and is just completely forgotten. “we’re too old to put up the tree these days” is the reason my parents say. it started in phases. originally the tree had lots of ornaments and decorations. there was a gingerbread man ornament that had a photo of my mother and i during one of her corporate parties making m&amp;m cookies (yes, i’m that corporat...]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 May 2026 01:16:38 +0000</pubDate>
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                <title>hyperfocused</title>
                <link>https://anthonywritin.pckt.blog/hyperfocused-qd449a9</link>
                <description><![CDATA[you were one of the first guys i ever had a crush on, and i apologize. i didn&#039;t know how to process it. i was a teenager still figuring out how auto-renew on proactiv works and what the pythagorean theorem even is. i didn&#039;t really have time to work through my feelings the normal way. but i don&#039;t think you did either. i didn&#039;t understand that part of you, and i&#039;m sorry i didn&#039;t. as an adult, i worry i didn&#039;t support you as much as i should have or maybe i enabled a side of you that you didn&#039;t wan...]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 May 2026 01:16:21 +0000</pubDate>
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                <title>mirrors</title>
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                <description><![CDATA[time is one of those things you hope you can forget like everything else - like the way you&#039;d forget if you need to buy more milk at the grocery store or maybe you forgot to lock your door before leaving the house. normal things you forget about and leave in the back of your mind - the same way i hope that time itself would forget about me. everyday feels like a new wrinkle in my skin and the irreversible greed of the past in each time that i look into the mirror. there&#039;s something about remembe...]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 May 2026 01:16:03 +0000</pubDate>
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                <title>nightmare</title>
                <link>https://anthonywritin.pckt.blog/nightmare-qd4v9a9</link>
                <description><![CDATA[it&#039;s always the same place, same clothes, same you. it&#039;s just us dancing and hanging out completely ourselves in a club until you check your phone. suddenly you&#039;re worried looking around. you check your garmin and you look back at me with disappointment. Anthony I- I&#039;m sorry I gotta go. wait why, it&#039;s only 11pm?]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 May 2026 01:15:48 +0000</pubDate>
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                <title>majora&#039;s mask</title>
                <link>https://anthonywritin.pckt.blog/majoras-mask-4782a1t</link>
                <description><![CDATA[a lot of the times i think about my compulsive liar roommate from a few years back. despite me knowing he was lying every time he opened his mouth, i loved it. every time he spoke i can tell he was just desperate in wanting me to be a part of his life and lies. he wanted me to believe he was a self-made startup CEO, which i could tell he wasn’t, but there was something in that lie that really sold me. and i don’t think it’s the idea of being around someone who’s captivating due to this so-called...]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 May 2026 01:15:30 +0000</pubDate>
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                <title>the agreement</title>
                <link>https://anthonywritin.pckt.blog/the-agreement-8kf7nwy</link>
                <description><![CDATA[do you get frustrated at me when my hands shake at the diner or i&#039;m scared to buy my own ticket? my brain is filled with memories i wish i could grab a pencil and correct it, underlines and scratching out the parts that made your experience worse because of me. maybe you&#039;d be happier if you got to experience things without the baggage of knowing someone like me. i spend most of our time together trying to analyze the tone of your voice when we talk - the additional count of sighs and maybe abrup...]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 May 2026 01:15:12 +0000</pubDate>
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                <title>jinkx</title>
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                <description><![CDATA[it&#039;s the carpet on my feet, the clothes in a pile against the wall that you swear you&#039;ll wash, the scattered bookshelves with books you&#039;ve somehow all read, and finally you - standing there in your favorite white crop-top. i&#039;m supposed to look at you and see myself in it. it&#039;s the left earring you wear, the lisp as you talk, the short shorts - and yet i only have the lisp. i can only see myself in the reflection of the glasses i&#039;ve always known you in, and that&#039;s as close as i think it’ll ever g...]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 May 2026 01:14:54 +0000</pubDate>
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                <title>capsules</title>
                <link>https://anthonywritin.pckt.blog/capsules-f9vwhyp</link>
                <description><![CDATA[my mind is shifting all of the time and i don&#039;t even know what it&#039;s being filled with. i can remember what i had for dinner yesterday perfectly, the way the taco bell bag crumpled, the way i squirted the hot sauce a bit too much it got on my desk, and the crisp starry drink. i wonder what memory was deleted to remember that just one dinner. was it something from my childhood? maybe the memory of my dad teaching me how to ride a bike is getting a bit blurrier than it was before. maybe i&#039;m misreme...]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 May 2026 01:14:22 +0000</pubDate>
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                <title>calls</title>
                <link>https://anthonywritin.pckt.blog/calls-92ars7z</link>
                <description><![CDATA[sometimes after i have a nightmare i just wake up and pace. my hands feel a bit shaky and maybe my legs haven&#039;t really woken up yet, but i feel the need to pace. back and forth. back and forth. i move in a circular motion just trying to go to each corner of the room each time to create this rhythm that won&#039;t break my line of thought. i&#039;ve been having the same nightmare, or dream if you&#039;d prefer, of getting a call from you on my birthday. it&#039;s been stuck on my mind a lot simply because i&#039;m dreadi...]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 May 2026 01:14:02 +0000</pubDate>
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                <title>kindle</title>
                <link>https://anthonywritin.pckt.blog/kindle-d17g23r</link>
                <description><![CDATA[i have a library card and i think the libby app is pretty cool, but i still don&#039;t have a kindle. i fantasize about being one of those people on the subway - one hand on the silver hand rail, one holding their kindle. i&#039;ll look mysterious while reading what probably is an extremely smart people book like how to influence people and make friends or whatever the top book on the Kindle store is. it makes me intriguing and it makes me feel like i’m someone who’s destined for something. someone too no...]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 May 2026 01:13:17 +0000</pubDate>
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                <title>reunion</title>
                <link>https://anthonywritin.pckt.blog/reunion-6gqmkgj</link>
                <description><![CDATA[maybe it&#039;s because of all of the instagram reels that can somehow pinpoint my insecurities, but i feel like they are signs everywhere. a part of me always asks if i peaked in high school, which according to reddit, if i&#039;m self-aware enough to ask the question, then i&#039;m not. i never bought my class ring or a letterman jacket. i never was on a football team or had anything school pride related. i don&#039;t think i even have any clothing left of that era. i&#039;ve tried to leave it all behind. it&#039;s a weird...]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 May 2026 01:05:26 +0000</pubDate>
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